Beautiful

"I want to be beautiful

and make you stand in awe

Look inside my heart

and be amazed

I want to hear you say

Who I am is quite enough

I just want to be worthy of love

and Beautiful.

You make me beautiful

You make me stand in awe

You step inside my heart,

and I am amazed

I love to hear You say

Who I am is quite enough

You make me worthy of love

and beautiful"

Bethany Dillon

What a BEAUTIFUL DAY!!!

Today couldn't have been better! The best thing is that the day isn't over yet! First of all, let me just share with you the events so far...

1) This morning at approximately 10:01am, my sistas and I got tickets to none other than JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE!!! Oh yeah! I never thought I would be able to go. It was one of those far away thoughts that was accompanied with "that concert will be sold out so fast that there is no chance of getting tickets". But we tried anyways, and we got them! I'm super excited! A whole evening with JT! And thousands of other screaming fans...meh...it's worth it. In fact, next to getting married, I think it will be one of the most exciting days of my life!!

2) I went for a walk today and I noticed that spring is really in the air! Honestly, the grass is starting to turn green, the leaves are budding and the air is getting warmer. And I was met today with two mallard ducks who were flying by just only 20 feet away from me. It was a really pretty sight. At first I thought they were just canadian geese, but then I saw the bright green and it was awesome. I stopped to smell the pine needles and it was the most wonderful smell of the day. I think I walked the entire hour with a smile on my face. I like how the people that I come across aren't afraid to greet each other. I don't experience that walking to the store. But, once I'm in the park or trails, we all know we're all out there to enjoy the weather and get some exercise. People are much friendlier. So, that makes me happy.

3)Afterwards, I brought out my blanket and fell asleep in the sun! Don't worry, I had my sunblock on. But, it was just enough warmth to feel like I was covered in a soft blanket.

I love spring!

So, I like to check out everyone's blog every now and then. I just have to say, that many of you have inspired me in your faith walk. Janelle, Rebekah, Cordella, Mel, and Cyndy and so many more, thank you for what you've shared. Your life stories have encouraged me and blessed me. You have challenged me to go deeper in my own walk with God and to be more aware of His presence in my life.

Speaking of going deeper, do any of you know any good books/resources for just wanting to get to know more of who God is? Any suggestions?

Well, laters everyone! Have a wonderful day!

Crazy Guy...

I just had to write about Geoff. He's so far away and I miss him so much. I'll admit there have been a few occasions in the last couple of days where I've burst into tears because I miss him a LOT. I'm just so anxious for the next few weeks to fly by so I can finally see him. He always makes me laugh and no doubt after I talk to him, I feel like a million dollars and more! He loves me even when I'm at my worst and is supportive and encouraging to me. He works real hard to make sure that things will work out. He's a gooder. I mean, look at him. Wouldn't you love him too?

I love you Geoffrey!

Running? What's that?

Well, I think I can safely say that I discovered something new about myself. Or maybe I've always known it, but maybe I was just in denial.
I've discovered that I am not a runner. I dislike running. Even jogging...or would people consider that the same thing? I've tried numerous times over the last few years to get into the habit of going for a run. And sometimes I can tell that I've been improving. But, I just don't enjoy it. It's not very fun for me.
But, I have discovered that I like walking! It's so much more enjoyable and I feel like I can take in the outdoor experience more rather than trying to calculate how much longer I will last on a run. Today was a whopping 10 degrees and it was such pleasant weather for a walk. The sun is finally shining and I feel the Spring season coming up! Can't wait! I'm not certain if the winter weather is finished yet, but I greatly anticipate double digit weather. Above 0 degrees of course!

The Date...

The wedding date I mean....I'm sorry. People keep asking and I just haven't been able to get back to people. Just when you think things were starting to get quiet, something else happens and the nice quiet weekend that I had planned to get away were suddenly disrupted.

Anyways...back to the date....SEPT. 8th, 2007! It will be here in Edmonton.

Stay tuned for more details.

A big thanks again to everyone who has called and emailed. I appreciate your thoughts and prayers so much!!!

Luv, Tonis

I miss Geoff...

Hey all. Yesterday Geoff left for California. I miss him and it's only been one day. What am I going to do for the next two months before I get to see him again? I'm trying to busy myself with work, and planning stuff. Exciting as it is, I wish he was here where I could just call him up without paying long distance and just talk to him about things.

According to my new wedding calendar, it's 5 months and 2 weeks until the wedding.

Thanks to everyone who has emailed, phoned and responded to my blog. Your thoughts, prayers and encouragement are GREATLY appreciated! I will definately keep you all up to speed.

Tonis

ENGAGED!!!!!

Well, if you haven't heard already, Geoff asked me to marry him on Tuesday and I said, "YES!" It came as a surprise to me as he had me thinking that it wasn't going to happen until the summer when I went out to visit him. But he was rather sneaky and surprised me. It was really sweet and romantic. It would take me forever to explain it, but I'll try!




After going out to a casual dinner and ice cream, Geoff blind folded me and took me around to get me disoriented. We ended up at the Taylor chapel (where I live and work) which is where our relationship sort of began it's roots. He had decorated it with tulips and the perfect lighting. He showed me the scrapbook he is making for me (I am also making one for him too). One page held a letter he had written for me. I was crying. Then he flipped the page, and there was the ring inside the scrapbook and he asked me to be his wife! I burst into tears (happy tears, of course) and said YES!


So, it's still trying to sink in that this is all happening. I am very excited and I can't wait for the plans to begin and our life together to start.

Laters!